Epiphany

I'm at the store. This is the first time in weeks that I haven't sat here and stewed on things. Things have been selling the last few days and, actually, this will be the first month Patty has to pay ME for having stuff in here. I came to conculsion this morning. Actually it was more of an epiphany: I have stressed the joy rght out of my hobby business. Four days ago J and I decided that December didn't matter and that Jan 1 it would all be somewhat over. I accepted it. I let go of everything that 'could be.' I relaxed about all of it and decided not to care. And now I'm making sales. My practical side is wondering if it's a coincidence. My other side is thanking God for reminding me I can't really control anything.

This morning, while making some pendants, I actaully ENJOYED what I was doing. I was smiling and finding pleasure in my HOBBY.

Weird.